nothing: flowers leaves planted garden destined only try though never succeed as leaves falter fall down upon brown dead ground gladly accepts its own failed future promises weigh heavily upon such forsave-forsaking grace glides glides softly and gently killing away all resentment of failure leaving flowers in vain should try to feel blood dripping from smiles masking a dying costed so much lust in a garden growing only the pretty become weeds though never weeded and in the end they all die, all cry, all try in vain spilled nectar never found in dead pedals sorrow the smiles hide mask sorrow 2001101201tid242
untitled: blue night eerie hiding guiding lost man not finding blinding tired bored dreary nothing to do with nowhere to go no one to love creatures twist super pain pleasure alive light holocaust lost angels pinned back broken ribs wings hold jelousy of mortal men no fucking angel just sex on the brain medusa turning yearning mortal men hard as stone hard as phallic fertile finger tips scales toward the great below weighing heavily upon all in the light the smiles so far above whole hole self cannot seem to wish to want to be not me i'll never love the light 2001101202tid242